Powerful Wolves
The clapping was deafening. Men in sharp suits rose from their velvet seats and applauded the figure in the middle of the room.
A mask of gold and silver with a moon for the right eye and sun for the left, no mouth, glitter adorning the sides where it met deep purple. Two horns that flopped around when the figure moved dripped backwards from the top of their head. Robed in royal colors and symbols that covered their whole figure in a specter of ancestors. The marble floor, which held a large smiling sun, was covered in blood. A lamb, torn to pieces, littered the mural, obstructing it from the spectators. The figure raised both of its hands in the air. Gold and black gloves jeered the crowd for more applause and adoration.
Then, in a moment of pure darkness that came instantly — like reality blinking — the figure was gone.
The applause reached higher, crazier, desperate for acknowledgment of the miracles.
It lasted an hour.
“God damn, that was crazy. I still can’t get it out of my head.”
Seth smoothed back his hair and gave himself a smile in the mirror.
“I don’t think God had anything to do with that.”
“Ha, yeah, not that God for sure. The way it ripped that lamb into pieces with its bare hands. Fuck. The sounds, the spectacle of it all. I had no idea what I was getting myself into. You see something like that before?”
Phil let out a heavy sigh and peered out the window of their high-rise apartment.
“No.”
“Well, Jesus, that was intense. I’m a bit nervous about what else could happen. What do you think it was? Human? Why the mask and everything? Do monsters really exist? We have that meeting tonight. What do you think it’s about?”
“Seth.”
“Yeah?”
“Shut up for one minute, will you? I don’t know what it’s about. I joined only a month before you did. I’ve had one meeting before the whole spectacle the other night.”
Seth finished putting on his suit and checked himself in the mirror one more time. “Fuck. I hope it tops whatever that was.”
Phil stood up and ushered Seth towards the door. “Come on.”
Downtown, in the pouring rain, sat a bar under an old derelict warehouse on the east side. It was old, condemned, but the city never brought it down. A neon sign rose out of the rubble on the north side of the building.
The Golden Goblet.
It was hidden for a reason and hard to get to. Invite only, exclusive members, but no one ever knew who they were. All the surrounding buildings had been torn down and it now sat as a dark, isolated building with a single lamppost and the neon sign glowing in the darkness.
Seth and Phil moved into the opening. They wore white masks that covered their faces — made out of an odd silicone that the organization had given them. They seemed to melt into their face and become extremely comfortable. Like a second skin. By the neon sign, a stairwell led under the building to a large wooden door with a slit in it.
As soon as they hit the bottom platform, the slit opened with a screech. Two eyes shone out at them.
Then the door opened.
Lamp lights burned on every wall, and large paintings of mystic figures in palaces and gardens, holding relics, scaled the walls into the high ceilings. A large man, taller than both of them, led them down a small hallway into the main antechamber where the other members had gathered. It looked more like a private lounge than anything. Couches and private sitting areas were everywhere. There was no one central location for anything. Fountains with lush plant life sat on each wall by the paintings, creating a tropical feeling in the air and atmosphere.
As they looked around, Seth elbowed Phil so hard that he thought his rib might snap.
“Dude, look. There it is.”
Phil moved to position himself so he could see. Up a small platform in a small covered area that was surrounded by more large plants sat the figure from the other night. The golden specter.
It was motionless, staring out at all the members. Slowly it would move its whole head, tracking someone it seemed, then would return to looking straight into the room.
“Let’s get something to drink.”
Phil moved towards the bar, but kept his awareness on the figure.
Its head followed him.
Seth grabbed a Manhattan from the bar. “Do you think it remembers us?” Then took a large swig of it.
Phil sipped the top of his martini and pulled it slowly from his lips.
“How would it remember us? It doesn’t even know us.”
A man wearing a blue suit overheard them. “Boys, haven’t seen you before.”
“Yeah, we are new members. Just joined.”
Seth was already feeling the alcohol, talking too much again. Way too much.
Phil glanced over to where the figure was.
It was gone. He turned as Seth started a full-blown conversation. Where did it go?
A jingle came from behind the man they were talking to. He snapped back.
“Oh my god.”
Seth set down his drink on the bar. The figure was much taller than they realized. Standing almost seven feet, it towered behind the man in blue, looking down at them.
The man stopped blubbering and turned. “Ah, yes, yes. Um, I didn’t mean to disturb.”
He shuffled away at great speed. The figure stepped forward, its dressing swaying with the motion.
Seth wiped his hands on his suit and stuck out his right hand. “Hey, great show you put on the other night. I have never, and I mean never in my life, seen anything like that. When I joined, I just thought it was like a sex thing, you know, but damn. I was so entranced. The power, the spirit. Pleasure to meet you.”
Phil stared, wide-eyed, and took a step back.
The figure raised its gloved hand and engulfed Seth’s with it.
A firm handshake.
Then it turned to Phil.
It stepped closer, closing the gap between them in an instant. Its whole head blocked Phil’s vision. He was frozen. He tried to run, but a primal fear kept him in place. Like it didn’t matter.
The figure kneeled so that its head was level with his. He peered into the holes where eyes should be.
Nothing stared back at him. A void of emptiness. But he could feel it. Something in that mask was looking at him. Weighing him, sizing him up.
For what? He couldn’t tell.
With a fluid movement, it stepped to the side and circled him. The bells from its horns jingling.
The whole room had gone quiet and stared at the spectacle that he had become part of.
Seth stood, mouth open, following the figure and nodding at Phil in some sort of “bro, you’re doing great” way.
Then, just like the other night — another blink.
It was gone.
Phil collapsed. The other members surrounded him and pulled him to his feet, grabbing and patting him on the shoulders, explaining how blessed he was and that it was a great sign. Seth fought his way to his side.
“Dude, what did you say to it? It was all over you. That was awesome. What do you think it means?”
Phil, covered in sweat, yelled into the crowd. “What does it mean?”
They clapped and congratulated him more. “What does it mean!”
He screamed at them, but none answered or even acknowledged his question.
He broke from the crowd, leaving Seth behind. He burst forth into the cold dark night. Rain still pouring from the sky. He ripped off his mask and wiped it vigorously with rain.
A bell rang in the darkness. He shot up, scanning the edges of his vision.
He could feel it watching him. Feel it hunting him.
Then he saw it. Just behind his pale vision, in the darkness just beyond the light. Its mask looked at him. Its size now realized, it frightened him even more.
He took a step forward. “What does it mean?”
Then he heard it — not from the vibrations in the air, but from the vibrations in his head.
“Ascension.”
A hand clasped his right shoulder and Phil jumped. “Yo, you okay? I tried to follow you, but those dudes in there were going crazy. You should see them.”
“The Golden Paradise. I just wanted some more knowledge, you know. See some secrets, esoteric ideas, like-minded people. A cool club. Maybe get some good connections.”
Phil started to cry. “Seth, man, we fucked up.”
“What no, you did great in there, whatever you did. We’re okay.”
“I just wanted to know.”
Phil repeated it over and over again.
The rain began to pour even harder.
The Golden Paradise had gained a new God.
I have been into esoteric orders for a while. They have good intentions, usually based on secret knowledge and ideas that have been passed on from one to another. They need a person to decipher and teach the ways that are hidden from the rest.
What happens if you actually get what you are looking for?
Many join these things to get more knowledge and ascend through secret knowledge. But what does that really mean? It would be up to the individual. Unless you follow someone else’s magical system and rituals. Then it’s no longer up to you — it’s up to them. Even they don’t know the power that they are wielding. The true nature of it and what the gods intend for them.
Careful when practicing what others have made. It’s not made for you. It was made for them.