Backdrop
He hadn’t left his place in weeks. It seemed that the world was moving without him participating in it and it was handling itself just fine. He had been sick, really sick, but the hospital to him only meant more sickness and the bills, which would surely kill him. So he shut himself in his 25th floor apartment overlooking the city’s high-rises. The windows were sealed shut, so no fresh air besides what came through the ceiling bathed him. He had gotten some calls from his family at first, but now, after the third week, he seemed utterly alone.
It all started when he passed out in the subway on his way home. One moment he was riding the Yellow line home, the next he was on the concrete floor in front of the steps. His vision blurred, head feeling as if it was cracking open. He didn’t even remember how he got home. The next thing, he was waking up in his room the next day. Feeling terrible, but manageable. So he ran through his supply of chicken noodle soup and everything else in his fridge and cupboards for the next week and a half. Hoping, praying that he would get better. He barely did. His eyes bloodshot, head pounding, and vision swimming for most of the day, he had no clue what was wrong.
He got a few deliveries, then they stopped showing up. He rolled out of bed, his eyes feeling as if they were going to pop out of his head. He checked his phone and called his parents.
His phone did nothing. No dial tone, no service unavailable, just dead air.
He tried his friends. He got the same thing.
Stumbling towards the living room, he poured a glass of water and downed it. The sun had just come up and the city poured through his windows of the condo. It mocked him. Come outside, get some sunlight and some nature. What are you waiting for? You’re not sick, are you?
Maybe we are sick of you.
He tripped over his sofa and crawled towards the window. His hands slapped at the glass and he pulled himself from the floor, face pressing against the glass as he fought to stay lucid. His eyes peered outside, but it was blurry.
Pixelated.
He stood up, now both hands planted on the glass, he pressed his face against the glass, staring out over the buildings. The clouds moved and the cars down below zoomed by, but they were now parallaxed.
It was a screen. He stepped back from the window and grabbed his small stool that was next to the couch and slammed it against the glass.
It cracked, but remained. He sputtered back, panting, sweating, losing his mind.
“What the hell is happening?” he yelled, slamming the side table into the glass again.
It held.
He hit it again and again.
His whole body getting into it until it finally burst through the glass and hit the city backdrop behind.
Which flashed and went out.
He fell back staring as best he could at the broken window and where the city used to be.
It was fake. He looked towards the other window, which still showed the facade of the city. Still glowing bright and looking as real as ever.
He crawled to his feet and moved towards his front door.
The knob turned. He pulled and it stayed steadfast. He grabbed the knob with both hands and put his whole body into it.
The door didn’t budge.
He then slammed his whole body into it. Sweat bursting in all directions, his whole being throwing off his heat.
He slammed into it again, “What is this? Let me out!” He screamed.
The sudden burst of energy was over. He slammed against the door one last time and as he hit it, he rebounded like a ball and rolled back onto the floor. Exhausted, confused and no longer drifting.
He heard the door click. Eyes swimming to get focus, he backed away as much as he could. The door creaked open.
A man in a silver outfit, like a hazmat suit, stepped into the hallway.
“Eric Helgard,” the man said and moved towards him slowly.
Eric heaved himself up and burst out of the hallway and into his kitchen and grabbed a knife. He could barely breathe, he didn’t know what he was going to do, but he would fight the best he could. The figure emerged from his hallway and stopped. His visor reflected his distorted figure.
“Eric, please calm down, we are trying to help you. You have contracted a highly contagious virus, you have been quarantined till we can help you, please put down the knife.”
“What? What do I have? What did you do to me? Where am I? Why the fuck does this place look like my condo?” Eric shook the knife at him.
The figure put up his hands, “Please, I know, it’s a lot to take in, we identified you as a carrier before it became active. We thought this would inhibit evolution and advancement of the virus if the infected had their nervous system regulated from their natural environment. Eric, it worked, we are so close, but you need to trust us.”
He was fading fast now, he had been surviving on soup for the last week and he had just spent a month’s worth of energy on the window. “How much longer?” He grit his teeth and stabilized himself on the counter with his left hand. “When can I go home?”
“We don’t know, but we are close, a couple of days, you did so well, you have no idea. You are going to save so many people.”
The voice sounded familiar, the cadence and mannerisms of the gestures.
“Cynthia? You did this.”
“I-I didn’t have a choice.”
“How long did you know? Before we met? Is that the only reason you were with me?” He looked around his ‘condo,’ “to replicate this?”
“I’m sorry, Eric, you have no idea what you have. It’s not from here. It’s alien. You’re so rare, special,” The figure pulled out something from its back. “Please forgive me, it will all make sense soon.”
He couldn’t focus anymore, but he felt something hit his chest. A small thud. He fell to his knees, tears streaming from his face.
“I trusted you.”
I was sitting there in the morning at my Sister’s place in the city and they have these floor-to-ceiling windows that outlook into the city. Our perception is odd, we look out a window and it is like a still image, parallaxed as we move. We understand that there are other things out there and that the whole city is staring back at us, but at the same time, it doesn’t feel real. It feels like it is a facade.
What if it was? Was what came to mind. What if those were TVs showing me what I thought I could see. Sort of like those fake skylights they’re putting in places.
And the question next, is why? And that’s where this story came from.